Here I am

So different and yet so equal than what I was. Funny reading old posts. Then I was still going to college, not even yet a junior, but than again already an ex-teacher. Then I had so many questions, but my texts were light, not so dark as they are now. Then I had so much more life, and I daresay, maybe more wisdom. It would be funny if it wasn't tragic the realization of own's involution. i wanna be proud of myself. I finished school with a 3.95 GPA in the best public school in the planet. I graduated in Economics, a super cool degree. I got a job where the 1% work too. I live in a beautiful luxury apartment. I pay for my bills but wait those are things mostly from the past. What have I done to improve myself now? I run here and there, but even in such a simple task I fail.Impulsivity and lack of planning have been the devils of my life. I need to be able to focus and really start something and go to the end with it. My estranged husband always said that to me. He was right.